Night Shift

I work shift work...right now I am on night shift...it gets pretty boring...I am caught between wanting it to be busy and wanting it to be quiet..why is it that I am never happy with what I am given...I wonder if it is just me or if other people have this problem...anyways I do love night shift waaayyy better than day shift...some day shifts I leave this place and just want to cry...I want to cry from total loss of all confidence in the citizens of my city...I usually question when are people going to take responsibility for themselves and why are some people so lacking in common sense....when I leave after night shift I am usually just tired...