Should I stay.....

Should I stay or should I go is the question of the day. I can't seem to make up my mind. I love my job here and I do like the area, but I am all alone out here. I struggle horribly financially out here and I am terribly lonely. Every time I think I'm at my breaking point I just keep trying. I had this great boyfriend but that isn't going to go anywhere and that doesn't help with being lonely. I started going to a church and I do like it, but I just don't fit in out here. The thing is that I want to live the lifestyle that I was accustomed to back home and I cannot do that here. If I stay I will always struggle financially. I just cannot put anything else on my credit cards and I just want to go home. I just don't know what the right thing to do is... I miss my friends and my life back home. I miss going out to eat and going to the beach and visiting my family. I have seen my parents only once in almost two years. I haven't seen one of my sisters at all and I miss her so much. My little Prince's father lives out on the west coast,too! So why isn't this an easy decision you ask, because I don't wanna just run home a failure. I do love my job more than anything...but is this the best place for us to be....I have been trying to answer that for the last eight months and I still cannot make up my mind. Maybe tomorrow I will have an answer!